I left Stansted Escorts to be with this rather wonderful guy, but he ended up getting really sick.
Now I feel that am just his career and cannot do anything. I would love to leave him, but even the thought of that is making me feel guilty. What the future is for us, I don’t know but I do feel that I don’t have very much of a life anymore. It is just like the rug has been pulled from underneath me.
At the moment, he is so sick that he has to war a catheter all of the time. Just before Christmas he had some sort of cardiac problem and ended up in hospital for about two weeks. After that, he started to have problems going for a pee, and in the end he couldn’t. It turned out that he had prostates which is an infection of the prostate. It was so large that he could not pee. Like I say to my friends at Stansted Escorts of https://charlotteaction.org/stansted-escorts, living with a guy with a catheter is not a lot of fun.
He also hates it when I want to go out. I do need some space and time to myself, but he wants me to account for very minute. That is not really great and it makes me feel like all of my life lines have been cut off. When I want to have coffee with my friends from Stansted Escorts he wants me to come home with an hour or so. That just does not work and I feel that I need to have more time to myself. But of course, that is not the only problem.
We have no sex life at all, and that is something that really frustrates me. When we first got together after I had left Stansted Escorts, we had a really great sex life. Of course, it goes without saying that you cannot have sex with a guy who permanently have got a catheter. I think that he can tell that I am getting really frustrated as he has offered to play with me or use a vibrator. But even the thought of that does not turn me on at all.
I do like this guy but I am not sure that I should have left Stansted Escorts for him. It is so sad that he is sick but at the end of the day, it is not really my responsibility at all. Just leaving him would make me feel even worse and I am sure that we would end up falling out. Where would I go? Well, I could stay with a friend until I got my old job back with Stansted Escort services. This relationship promised so much, but I am not sure that I should expected anything. After all, this guy is a lot older than I am and I am not sure that this age difference is ever going to work out for me. And it is not really fair on him neither.
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