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No Longer the Mistress

I have been the mistress to this man I met last year at London escorts. We dated for a couple of months at London escorts, but then he persuaded me to leave the London escorts service at https://escortsinlondon.sx I worked for. It was not that I did not enjoy my London escorts career. As a matter of fact, I loved being an escort in London, but I was also madly in love with this guy. Like so many other mistresses before me, I believed every word he said to me. When he said he was going to leave his wife, I did actually believe him.

Since then a lot has not changed. Despite my best efforts, I am still this guy’s mistress, and I am getting rather fed up with it. I miss the social life working for London escorts brought, and I miss my girlfriends at the escort agency that I worked for. The other day I even considered leaving the flat that I am currently living in and going back to London escorts. The flat belongs to my man and not to me. Just as I was getting ready to pack up all of the clothes that he has given me, I realised that my own flat was still being rented out for another three months.

The problem is that I am tired of sneaking around. I think that our relationship was much better when I was still working for London escorts. These days I seem to see less of him and we don’t even go out that much anymore. Instead of going to nice restaurants, we often end up having a takeaway back at the flat. It is not the same, and I miss all of the fun I used to have when I worked for London escorts. There are days when I wish that I would not have taken him up on his offer.

I do still see my friends at London escorts. They think that I am having a great time, but I am actually rather bored most of the time. The idea of having a credit card and doing as much shopping I could possibly do, sounded great at first. It was okay but after a couple of months, I started to feel like a dippy blonde. All I was doing was going to the gym, going shopping and then back to the flat to wait for him to turn up. Does he always turn up? No, he seems to have less time for me these days.

One of my best friends at London escorts say that I should enjoy what I have got. All of my bills are being paid for me. I guess it sounds good, but I am actually rather bored. It would be fun to be a couple and not have to sneak around all of the time. The thing is that I keep wondering if he has had mistresses before. He certainly managed to find this flat very quickly. There is also something feminine about this flat, and I keep wondering if a woman has lived here before. Perhaps I am only one in a long string of mistresses.